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lyrics
Wish I never thought cuz my mind isn’t perfect
Wish I never hurt cuz somehow I just want more of it
These feelings are brief but they linger inside me
I’m broken and tortured
Can someone unbind me?
Now there’s nothing in my head
I’ve made myself brain dead
I’ve done everything I could to numb myself
Even though I feel stupid it’s much better than reminiscing
Never caught in the thought of a broken truth
Yeah I’m down to my last brain cell
Cuz I’ve been trapped in internal hell
Can any of you see that I’m not well
Or is it hard to tell?
I can’t really read and I forgot how to write
But it’s a small price to pay for healing my sick mind
You can think I’m a dead weight
But I chose to be lifeless
Better than not having a say or a choice at all
They say ignorance is bliss
And I’m chilling on cloud 9
When there’s nothing going on
Everything you love is fine
Don’t go out to feel the rain
I’m avoiding all the sun
I may not be getting burned
But I’m missing all the fun
Cuz I’m down to my last brain cell
And I’ve been trapped in internal hell
Can any of you see that I’m not well
Or is it hard to tell?
Hard to tell, Hard to tell
When you’re feeling overwhelmed and way too wired
When all you wanna do is set yourself on fire
When you’re running out of ways to be inspired
I would take my little pill but they might be expired
So you don’t want all your friends to be worried?
Gotta get some kinda help in a hurry
Life is so much better when your visions blurry
I am happy that there’s nothing in my head
I’ve made myself brain dead
I’ve done everything I could
To numb myself
There’s nothing in my head
I’ve made myself brain dead
I’ve done everything I could
To numb myself
credits
released June 19, 2020
Written by Ana Sami
Produced by Ana Sami
Mixed & Mastered by Liam Brand
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